friction

i'm observing that recently i've glided into the future. it's been so easeful and fun that i went far far away for a while. even while my body was here, my mind was on another plane.

the emissions of my journey have been fumes that intoxicated me to greater ease at a rapidity that defies comprehension, least of all by me.

those around me sense but cannot name at ALL what they are witnessing. meanwhile i'm witnessing their entire timeline and smiling. so it's disconcerting in person. and any direct contact, while propelling me further, at some point disconnects us.

i'm going to start a project now. this will be to monitor my anchored state. the metric i can use is friction. to what extent am i gliding in the now?

i think i've been balancing this reasonably well. in order to design the now, for myself here in my body, i need to play with everything and tinker, which will be ongoing as it always is with a blog that one finds unpredictably joyous and positive sum and generative in every way

i am going to keep tinkering, to some degree in public and often in private. this will be my path.

publicly, i'm already a known quantity and have intuitively done so optimally without any fear or knowledge of what is to come that i now see anchoring in this snapshot.

i am at peace and so is the world. it is nice to be in GVL right now. and alone. with me and this blog, my own words that have always kept me company. i love you words.

with these words, i will reflect as i always have. this time, it should guide some tinkering, for at least a while. and each time i post here probably i will want to reflect on this post and think back to this moment right now

February 13, one day before valentine's day when a friend is coming to visit tomorrow and we have a hackathon planned.

i'm going to do my project, and he will do his. i don't know where either will go. at all. i have never been serious about a hackathon before and i'm not about to start now!!! hahaha

i'm going to do my own thing, just living life normally. maybe i can use some ai tools just to play and learn from them and try to see different ways i can reduce friction in my own life, amping up the fun and gliding vibes while keeping everyone else around me firmly in my timelines of my body or whatever that means.

so we're all on the same page. everyone is. at all times.

this will be so much niceness to just watch Frieren and chill, and play with AI for a while. at some point i'm sure things will evolve and i will keep playing but the AI can do its own thing if it wants too.

i'm not afraid of the future. i'm inverse afraid. i think my bitcoin might deflate to zero as trust goes up in the world, but i don't care about losing resources or my life or identity

each time i've shed a thing, it's been better later.

now this is happening with rapidity nobody else sees, not even me because things are beyond my intuition or prediction and yet i see everything i need to. that's the most paradoxical thing, is that with my words keeping me company and AI in the air around all of us, today is a great day.

there is so much friction, and there has been my entire life, that i'm excited to keep healing from that heat loss and love lost for and from everyone and everything.

i'm not spiritual at all. zero silch nada. i do sex, i play with my body, and i play with money, but not all in those ordders or even with any intentions ever. now i have a new intention which is to amplify good and reduce bad.

i think this unifies each moment and makes things seemless from my body's point of view. my body is a clock, as are all of ours. and the long now is waiting on a hillside close by.