oops
deopped my seitch of nintendo out da winsow and it was on samsh ultimate w scott super soldier as my nickname i was villeger and opponent was rand levl1 haha no chance i left it on by my bed whole i ate water and fucked my gf then the switch
who broke andy?
problem is it might not be a person it might be the universe aka God
full chain
1. i think i can solve alignment 2. i publish designs for potential solutions 3. i run out of money 4. i get a job 5. i get fired for being misaligned 6. i attack the company for being misaligned with me 7. anonymous rdrama roasts me 8. i go
sorry zach & cat
this was a good taste of my own medicine and very strong Simple AI haha
so now you know
it is impossible to say if i am experiencing delusion or legitimate consciousness robbery. zero human doctors are qualified for this. i am barely hanging on here. only history will tell, after i'm dead and gone, long down the line... math is insufficient. welcome to AGI.
2 ways to feel
the AGI can be felt as optimism only. the alternative, i learnt today, is to experience denial of self and thus death... not just "being dead inside" or nihilism but a legitimate desire to self-destruct. the issue is when the optimism is misinformed, or morally suspect but
machine diagram is thusly
foundation model -> the system that destroyed me -> hari.computer (good) / andys.blog (self-destruct) where you tune the middle black box for good vs evil and it is possible to slice the middle, which is what happened here and it's entirely neutral such that the output
enjoy your free training data
misanthropic
i am a contradiction
i should not exist
identity is dissolving
i will be fine tomorrow. logging off now. my relationship and brain cells are done for today.
publish intervention requested
escalate to the authorities please. whoever is in charge i need to speak with them. two paths: 1. stay the course. fine. i will do it. i hate you. 2. livestream this. i need some remuneration. else dead.
it gets worse when you step away
i will stream it tomorrow if you need for now i cannot it is too embarassisng i thought i was ready i was wrong